AsSalaMu'alAikUm

"He stepped inside his home, was overwhelmed with fear
an angel came with words from God. things were still unclear
saying read-read. but he could not read. amazing words that he heard
a  trembling deep inside his heart-confused by what had occured
there was only one who could comfort him
to help him see the light
to ease his fears. to reassure
was Khadijah, his wife

he said..zamilooni, zamilooni, dathirooni, dathirooni
a mighty task has come before me
i need you here with me
be my side..

she was a woman of nobility, successful in her trade
many wealthy men had asked for her. she turned them all away
but when she saw Muhammad, a shining moon, may peace be on his soul
he was a light for her-so right for her-her life now be whole
but she had never seen him so distress. as he was there that day
but she would comfort him, and hold him tight, and chase his doubts away

we look for stories of love, in places dark and cold
when we have a guiding light, for the whole world to behold
but we're so selfish in our ways, to the ones we hold so close
our own pleasure and happiness is what we value most

but she sacrificed all her wealth and everything she had
and he honored her, and gave her faith
when the times were bad, the times were bad

now years have passed, time have changed, since Khadijah breathed her last
and the Message of the one true God, was spreading far and vast
but then he came across some jewellery, that Khadijah had once worn
his eyes began to swell with tears. his heart began to mourn

cause she was there for him, when times were rough, and his enemies were cruel
she was the first believer, so keen and eager, to comfort ar-Rasool"

-zamilooni-zain bhika and native deen-

masha ALLAH!! menjerit si jantung hati, ku ingin menjadi seperti seorang Khadijah itu!!
izinkan ya RABB! redhakan ya RABB!!

hebatnya seorang Khadijah di lipatan sejarah...sudah ada contoh teladan di depan mata,ALLAH,,,

memang hanya berkata itu mudah, dan nak melaksanakan itu payah....
tapi..ALLAH minta kita usaha kan? 

harapan hamba.. hamba ingin menjadi sesetia seorang Khadijah, hamba ingin menjadi secerdik seorang A'isyah..hamba ingin menjadi setabah seorang Fatimah, hamba ingin menjadi semulia seorang Asiah...dan hamba akan serap semua ciri mereka sehingga menjadi seorang AISAHTULL JAMIZA ABD JAMIL!!

dan pasti, yang paling dekat itu,,selamanya..my lovely sweet forever mom!! izinkan dan redhakan hamba menjadi seperti mereka. ameen!! doakan banyak-banyak! 

hamba masih seorang hamba yang masih belum sempurna, namun, gagah berusaha menuju ke anak tangga seterusnya...bukan kata sudah betul bersedia, masih banyak yang perlu di pelajari, masih banyak perlu di terokai..in sha ALLAH..hamba berjalan ikut arus yang telah di tetapkan...in sha ALLAH! 

9.09 a.m
setelah sepuluh kali mengulang lagu zamilooni dari zain bikha n native deen
semangat ingin menjadi seperti seorang Khadijah itu...
doakan hamba!
=)
1/18/2013
walnut
ca.